this is so sweet :)

me : you realy love him ? i mean adi ><'
alia : i love being around him . when i hear his voice i'm home . when i look his eyes i get butterflies everytime  .i feel like luckiest girl in the world . when we kiss . it perfect . i can be doing nothing without him . when he hold my hand it almost impossible for me to let go . i'm empty without him . absolulety empty .
me : ok :')


alia : you know what ?
me:what ?
alia : i want to kiss him until he smile
me :  :')

alia wish  : i leave this world with one thing . i know it sure . i know what it is . it's that i knew . i loved you . even it is was just for a one night :')
 -i know that my love was true and i wished you loved me too :)

*okey first time aku dengar dia wish macam ni sebelum tidur . alia you realy love him . hm . i harap dia akan hargai you sayang . :D <3 <3 <3 you sweet gila <3

it about my sista , my greatest sista that i have ,

TELATAH SI MANJA . NUR ALIA PUTRI BINTI HAIROL AZHAR ,

comel kan dye ? memang comel pon . mcm aku bukan ? haha . okey aku perasann :p week ;p biar lah na perasan pun . okey guys . ini adik saya . yang pleng manja . manja dia macam kanak2 raibina . she HOT yaww ^^ kalau keluar dengan dia . tak rasa yang kita layak keluar dengan dia -,- sebab dia nampak matured gila . HOTSTUFF biasalah ;) kalau jalan dengan dia . semua org pun pandang dia ==' *aku jealous ni ! haha XD apa pun tak boleh :D tapi dia tak pernah belagak macam hotstuff ;) dia berkawan dengan sesiapa pun . dia tak memilih . dia sayang kan budak2 . dia .comel . cantik . dia seorang yang penyabar .  cool (tapi kalau dia marah . macam singa -,- so jangan buat dia mara !) nanti aku cepuk korang karang . umur dia 15 tahun . dalam 2011 . 23 may 1996 . dia penyanyang . dia bersin macam budak2 . OMG ! kalau korang dengar dia bersin . macam budak2 atau lebih terang . kucing ! so kita orang panggil dia KIKO ! sebab dia bersin macam kucing salah sorang daripada kawan kita orang :D comel bukan ?! peramah . dia segala-galanya lah . dia bijak . dia setia . dia baik . dia tak suka nak marah2 orang sangat . sebab dia tahu . kalau dia marah . nanti runtuh banggunan . dia ada boyfriend da . tapi tak tahu kenapa boyfriend dia suka buat dia menangis :'( lelaki memang tak reti hargai perempuan kan ? alia dah banyak bekorban demboyfriend dia . apa pun yang boyfriend dia buat . dia jaga boyfriend dia dengan penuh kesabaran . dia tak pernah merungut . walau pun dah banyak kali famly kita orang marah berkawan dengan budak tuh . dia tak pernah mengeluh . dia tak pernah mengalah demi nak jaga boyfriend dia . dia sayang kan boyfriend dia macam mana dia sayang kan nyawa dia sendiri . tolong lah nampak boy . apa yang alia buat dekat kau . please . alia kalau gaduh dengan kawan dia . dia tak pernah nak balas balik . sebab dia tahu . tuhan berada di sisi dia untuk tolong dia . dia tahu dia ada fmly yang akan bagi sokongan untuk dia . :) see . dia kuat macam superman bukan ? tapi dia bukan superman . dia superALIA <3 dia kuat merajuk . dia suka touching . alia ada sikap yang orang suka bila pandang dia . dia pandai buat FAKE SMILE -,- dia suka sorok masala dia . alasan dia tak nak susah kan kita orang . alia please. anything please tell me :) okeyy . alia kuat nangis . sebab hati dia tuh kecik sangat ! sensitiffff . haha . but most importance . alia is NUR ALIA PUTRI . cannot be anybdy else :) ILOVEYOU ALIA :)

私たちは小さな子供でした。）

私はあなたを愛して

BITCH ! FUCKIN HATE THIS BACKSTABBERRR !!! GRR ~ =='

                                                      THIS BICTH

                                       IS TRYING TO SAY I'M A FAKER ! GRR ~

WHEN I DO THIS STATEMENT . THEN SHE WILL SAY . JUST JOKE . KBHAI ? DAMMMM ITT BICTHESS ! WHO ARE YOU TOO JUDGE ME ? BEFORE JUDGE . PLEASE CLEAN YOUR FINGGER FIRST BICTHESS !!! FUCKKK YOU !!! I DOES'NT KNOW YOU . THEN YOU WILL SAY LIKE THAT ? YEAH !! MIDDLE FINGGER AT YOU DAD FACE !!!!!!! PUIII !!

LUAHAN ANAK TEKAK :) ^^ ILOVEYOUU BIEE

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?

You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know

Never should've let you go

오늘은 동화 되었음 :)

확인을 누릅니다. 원래부터 국가 기록 원? NI는 많은 이야기를 국가 기록 원 :)첫째. 파리드 문서는 이야기입니다. 오, 그는 너무 좋다. 귀엽입니다. 나는 그를 칭찬하자. 가끔 tuh. 소련군은 그를 꼬집어 - 핀치을 느끼고 싶어요. 매우 매우 칭찬했다.사랑 파리드 사랑 해요. 결코 어려운있다. 모모 때 돈이 없습니다. 파리드 미친 근면한 도와주고 싶어. 일일. B 조 10 달러입니다. 아이고, 이런. nye 주차장 :)! 왜 갈까?오, 베이비 아기 아침입니다 :) 나 B는 항상 아이와 함께 좋은 것입니다. 아니이 뭔지알고 싶어요? 휴대폰 토크 시간 tuh의 모모의 모모가 손상되었습니다. 그녀의 단어를계속 뵙게. B는 새로운 권리를 안 사겠다고? 오 맙소사. B를 확인 lah.휴대 전화는 아기가 사용할 수 있습니다. 베이비 케어 기사 줘서 고맙. 아기를 수락합니다. 아기가아닌 B를 받고 싶지 않아요. 하지만 극도의 종류입니다. 싶지 않아 친절한 tuh입니다.사람들이 무엇을 강 말할 것이다. 아기는 B 조 뵙게되어 싶어. 더 파운드 싶지 않아요.B는 아기에게 어떤 종류가 받아들여 알고하지 마라. 약속드립니다. 아기 B는 잃고 싶지 없습니다.약속의 아기에게 충실 B에 아기는 B 조입니다 : D 조

farlyn 사랑 :) 18-05-2011

DOMO-KUN MODEL :D그 사람이 누구 였나요? 감사합니다 로보 - 군은 모델!

who's this guys ? omg ! fuckin awsome ! look into his eye ! HAHA . i realy like it :D he's so handsome ! aww ~ this is my friends , wich one on my tumblr friends . he also like domo-kun ! jyehhh ;) any pictures with domo-kun ? share it with me dud :D


그 사람이 누구 였나요? 감사합니다 로보 - 군은 모델!그는 자만심이 강하다는 것입니다. 명랑한. 나는 그것을 좋아하지! : D 조 . 어떤 파운드. 경우에는 다른 그림이 있습니다. lah의 어파트너 제발, 제발,?감사합니다 로보 - 군은 사랑 !

i feel lost and hurt. 
i am crying one minute then in the next hour, i am crying again.

i am still on that emotional roller coaster.

i am scared.
i am afraid.

i have been thinking horrible thoughts about myself.
i have been thinking of suicide again.

i know i am better than this.

why must all this stuff happen to me?

i need a friend to stay with me. 
i can’t be alone in my apartment.

i can’t stop crying.

i can’t be strong anymore.

i am confused.

i am upset.

i feel like i don’t know who i am anymore.

I remember when you said ‘we can still be friends’ and all I could think was ‘no we can’t. I still want you and talking to you will just make it worse. Knowing that I can’t kiss you when we just look at each other or not being able to hold you when I’m not okay. Seeing you fall for some girl and watch you get over me is something I can’t do. Being friends is out of the question.’ But in all reality all I could say was ‘okay.’ & walk away.

gone again -______-

You are gone again and now i am left with a feeling of emptiness.

You are gone again and i am left holding my breath.

You are gone again so my bed becomes too spacious.

You are gone again so I have no reason to rush home.

You are gone again, I lay here crying.

You are gone again, I hope and wait.

Forgetting ____________

. 

I know that you will hurt me, and I keep loving you regardless.

I wish I wasn’t always wrong. I wish it wasn’t always my fault. The finger that you’re pointing has knocked my on my knees. When the party is over, How will I get home? I’m sorry. It’s not like me. It’s maturity that I’m lacking so don’t, don’t let me go. Just let me know that growing up goes slow.

 I wonder if the right person will read this. It would be nice if they did. But they probably won’t…

You know when you are trying to move on and forget about someone… but somehow their name appears everywhere. They are new timekeeper… they wrote a document that you happen to be reading for your new job. In fact, all the documents that you had to read today were all written by that same person. What gives? 

Now that i have left, i wonder the next time our paths will cross. Maybe never - but know that i am sorry things got so crazy. And i wish you well.   

RIGHT NOW , ALL I NEED IS A GUY BEST FRIENDS

• Who will listen to my problems even if it get really annoying

• Who will always be there for me no matter what

• Who can make me smile even if I’m having the worst day ever

• Who will always comfort me

• Who will protect me from those guys who isn’t worth it

• Who will never make me cry

• And finally, someone who will never leave me because I am so tired of people leaving without saying anything as if it is not going to affect me.

I miss having a guy best friend. ♥

QOUTES ~

“If you are, you breathe. If you breathe, you talk. If you talk, you ask. If you ask, you think. If you think, you search. If you search, you experience. If you experience, you learn. If you learn, you grow. If you grow, you wish. If you wish, you find. And if you find, you doubt. If you doubt, you question. If you question, you understand and if you understand, you know. If you know, you want to know more. If you want to know more, you are alive.”